Yay! (30 Dec)

Haven't been blogging in ages. Hehehe. Well, I'm back for today! Just on this because I need to talk ya know. Even if I can just go and talk to someone, I feel that this is more comfortable and I'm more free to express. LOL So today, the girls and I went out to the city for karaoke and Japanese at Mizuya, for my birthday you know. Yeah, my 16th has already passed, it was 4 days ago. Well, it wasn't anything special, I had hoped it'd be though. I planned it, of course. I didn't plan anything big, I just wanted to spend a day out with my close friends and maybe do the 'usual' (karaoke and Seoul-ria) or something. LMAO I wanted to let my friends have a chance to go out and try out new places they'd like to go because some of them rarely get to go out and you know, I thought this would be the perfect opportunity! Yeah, I was pretty damn excited. LOL Jokes, not really. I didn't really have such a nice actual birthday so I was hoping that spending a another day with friends could make up for it. 


It was already a disaster in the morning. My Mum totally forgot that I had to get to the station at 11PM so my friends had to wait. And she wouldn't even pick up because she was busy cleaning up at work or something. So, I arrived super late at station and I couldn't get out of the car. Why? Because Cabra is freaking packed in the morning. Mum told me to get out when we were waiting at the lights but I refused. You know, the light could turn green at any moment! She full told me off and Jessie called me to tell me to quickly come out because our train was there. I asked if there were any trains after and she said "no". I was going to go crazy. And Mum was full raging and I was already late and stuff so I even thought about spending the whole day at Cabra! Well, ROFL I cried. You know why? Because we had to full go around Cabra so that I could get dropped off somewhere safe. Mum kept telling me off and said, "You should have just jumped out right there". She said that there were no cars coming that time. 


But there was! And I cried. Do you know why? Because right then and there, I yelled back that I should have jumped out and at least I wouldn't have to hear her telling me off. Yeah, I thought about dying. How silly. I hate it when I do that. But whatever, it was nothing. It didn't last that long. I didn't want to let anyone see, I couldn't so I just stopped. I hate it when people see my tears, you know? So, I just quickly dried them up and ran out of the car to my friends who weren't there... Turns out they were hiding, whatever. I apologised for being so late and I could see on some faces that they were not happy. I felt so bad! Well, they lied and there was another train coming after. We hopped on that train and it was a new one too! I was a little worried about how I looked. LOL My eyes kind of swell really easily when I cry. That's probably one of the reasons why I hate doing it! I asked Ruby if I had giant eye bags. ROFL But I had an excuse anyway, I stayed up last night streaming the SBS Gayo Daejun. 


Oh yeah, LMAO it was pretty good! It's always more exciting when you stream it live because you know all these another people are watching it at the same time and it's happening at the same time too! I was sooooo sleepy during some of the performances towards the end but I became wide awake when TVXQ came out! It was the only performance that I watched in full screen! AHAHAHAH I'm such a crazy fan girl! ♥♥♥ CHANGMIN'S HAIR IS SO LONG! OMG, I HATE IT. I'M SO ANNOYED! I NEED TO FLY TO KOREA AND CHOP IT OFF, IT KEEPS COVERING HIS FACE AND IT'S SO FREAKING THICK. And I was a tad annoyed because TVXQ were wearing half skirts. LOL They had some brown leather thing behind their pants!


Okay, back to today. OMG I just choked. On water. Yeah, but it was pretty bad. My face is probably tomato red but whatever. I choke quite a lot. Not that much but it's still a lot. That reminds me.. I woke up choking on my birthday, it was so scary. I just suddenly got into a choking fit and then had an asthma attack. I haven't had those in ages. I used to choke and get asthma attacks quite a lot. It used to be so bad when I was little, I couldn't breathe and had to go to the hospital and stuff. Oh, I probably choked today and got a mini asthma attack because I ate too much cashews. Sometimes when I eat too many nuts, I get asthma attacks or those coughing fits. Well, I should continue on my little 'rant' about today. LOL Jokes, it's no rant.


The train ride was okay, I guess. It was sometimes silent though. But I enjoyed it. :-) We just talked and talked and talked. Vi and Helen (Tits) were already at the city btw, they went early. Yeah, so when we got to Town Hall, we walked to Mizuya straight away. We met up with Helen and Vi and immediately booked the room and everything. LOL The lady took Ruby's bottle of water because you're not allowed to bring in food and beverages. So it was pretty fun and everything but the food wasn't that great. And some of the girls were checking out the waiters. LMAO We went to the Boxing Day sales the other day and they were checking out a Bi Rain wannabe waiter at Seoul-ria. LULZ Anyway, Mizuya was pretty good but some would probably think 20 bucks a person wasn't worth it. LOL Because not everyone had the chance to sing or didn't get much time to sing and the food wasn't so good. It was so sad when time was running out (We had 2 hours) because i realised not everyone sang much and we didn't do much but eat. LOL And I kind of hogged the microphone. Hehehe. 


Well, after that we went to the Kpop shop. As usual, ya know. Didn't even buy anything. ROFL I wouldn't even listen to the albums anyway but I do like posters! :-D I think we spent too much time in there and we didn't end up buying much. Vi bought a SNSD phone charm and Cindy bought a Beast postcard pack. They took heaps of photos in there. LOL It was all good for a while but then someone said something to me that hurt. It wasn't anything big but it wasn't nice. I usually just forget about it and I did but I was just a little annoyed. But yeah, I forgot it soon anyway. However, I still had this really depressing feeling. LOL I'm not even really sure why. Well, I was just a little moody okay! It is my time of month. AHAHAHAH That was probably why I was 'hurt'. I just kept it in anyway, so whatever. So we just walked around Paddy's Markets a little and Helen was thirsty so we went to Easy Way. And I just kind felt a little moody. I was just so annoyed. 


I think I was a little pissy because Jessie and Lidia kept separating from us and because of the incident before. I just wanted to hang with them! It was around 4ish and some people said they had to get home. Vivien and Tiffany had to be home by 5 so they wanted to go to central. I think most people also wanted to go home because they finished what they wanted to do and were probably tired. I wanted to go to Happy Lab! You know, to get happy! Jokes, I wanted to get some jelly beans and popcorn. I called Jessie and Lidia and they said they were at Westfield. Lidia has been trying to find her brother a present these days. LOL Jessie put me on hold after a while when I was trying to find out where Happy Lab was and to meet up with them. Later when I tried to call them, they wouldn't pick up. I think that's why I was kind of annoyed too! I get irritated too easily, I need to fix this. Nah, it's probably just because I've got my you-know-what. 


It was just so ARGH! I kept thinking weird thoughts and stuff. You know, those depressing thoughts. And people wanted to go home so I told them they could just go if they wanted to but I wanted to go to Westfield. But the problem was that I didn't really know the way. LMAO I'm hopeless at remembering the way around the city! Yeah and some people didn't mind so whatever but we couldn't make up our mind. We just stood in the middle of nowhere because we couldn't decide whether to go to Town Hall or Central. And nobody realised that we were wasting time just standing there. Weren't they trying to get home as soon as possible and could not go ALL the way to Westfield because it was too far and time consuming? Well, standing there and talking about other stuff isn't going to get you home ASAP anyway. Well, I was a little bit pissed, okay! And what happens when I keep it all in? I explode! Well, I didn't really explode because I was still trying to hold it in. People were slowly realising that I wasn't my usual self and that I was a little bit moody or something.


ROFL Yeah, I was starting to tear up. But I sucked in it. AHAHAH That sounds funny. I sucked it in but stupid thoughts kept playing in my head so I kept getting almost teary. This was happening again and again and again. OMG This is like the worst feeling ever! When you don't want anyone to see you cry so you hold it in and it's all good for a while but then you think of something gay and they try to squeeze their way out of your eyes again! Gosh, so annoying! Yeah, so I'm pretty good at holding it in but I knew people could tell because I kept isolating myself-ish, while we were walking. And I kept seeing people looking at me at the corner of my eye. That's it, it was pretty obvious. I was trying to act like I was fine and everything but clearly I wasn't. I avoided eye contact and slightly teared up every time someone looked into my eye. But I still continued to act like that. I wanted to let them know I wasn't so happy but I didn't want to show them my tears. It's just a sign of weakness, you know. I just don't like that. Anyway, whenever I stopped the tears from coming out, someone would look at me or speak to me to make it worse. 


Ruby probably could tell something was wrong so she tried to make conversation with me. It was so gay. I was so pissed at her for being such a loser. Ruby: Hey, so do you like that your birthday is on Christmas? Me: No. Ruby: Why not? You should feel honoured to share the same birthday as Jesus. Me: I'm not as holy as you and Tram. Then she totally made it better by saying that nobody would care that it was my birthday and only think about Christmas. Thanks for that, I really appreciated it. And I just tried to act normal and everything but it was so annoying. Me: Yeah, it's not that special. I don't really care. So I just walked away. I usually wouldn't care if anyone made comments about how it's a disadvantage that I was born on Christmas and whatever but I was already pissed then, how was that going to make it better? Was she trying to provoke me on purpose? So, since people started realising how 'depressed' I was, they decided to go to Westfield with me. It's gay because even though I can go and be happy at Happy Lab, everyone's faces were like D:I something like that. LOL


And when we finally got to Westfield, everyone was going to stay outside because Ruby had a stitch and some people obviously didn't need to go get lollies. I told Cindy to come with me but she didn't look too happy but whatever, she still went. We've been friends for AGES, just saying. And Ruby and Jenny suddenly ran after us and joined us. Because I felt bad for making everyone walk all the way to Westfield with me for confectionary, I decided to hurry to come back quickly. So, I ran up the escalators to level 5 but the others were lagging anyway. Since, I got there, I should've appreciated you know, so I tried my best to put on a happy face and cheerfully ran up the escalators. It's not that easy to act all happy when I was so pissed. Well, I was also hoping the stupid annoyed feeling would go away and the tears would come out again. So, I tried to be happy in Happy Lab and everything but it was pretty customer-less in there. I got my jelly beans and we went back down to meet up with everyone else. 


Vi called and said she was going to Cotton On at the bottom floor to get some $1 earrings that she bought last time at the Boxing Day sale but lost a pair or something. So, they shopped and we had to look for them. It was nothing, anyway. However, Helen and Vivien were in Super Dry or something when we were outside waiting for them. We waited and we knew Vivien and Tiffany was supposed to go home. There wasn't enough time to get home in time. Vi was pissed or something, she called Helen/Vivien and told Helen to hurry up. Yeah, Helen told me after that she got scared because Vi was swearing at her and everything. I wasn't really aggro at Helen and Vivien or anything, I was actually scared that Vivien would be pissed at me. You know, because I made them walk all the way to Westfield for jelly beans! Well, I wanted popcorn too! Yeah, so it turns out Jessie wouldn't pick up because they bought me Happy Beans and they didn't want to tell me.. LOL That's funny. 


Well, I really appreciated that. They said they walked all the way to Westfield for me. Oh! And as soon as I saw the two of them, I was in a good mood instantly! I don't know why, I think they were the only ones who didn't give me that look I don't like. I don't know, they look that shows no respect. They were probably just tired but whatever, I was hoping we'd have a great jolly day! LMAO Well, Lidia made it all better when we were waiting for the train. She didn't really do anything special but she showed me that she actually cared and stuff. She was happy to see me and it gave me a nice feeling. I was actually happy. The train ride back was so much better even though I was squished to the window and even though it was super hot. I genuinely had fun in the train! We talked about different things, funny stuff and memories from the previous years when Lidia, Jessie and Ruby still went to our school. It's so sad that they're all in different schools now. :'( LOL I just wrote an essay. And I still have more to write..


So, when I went home, I felt okay. I told my sister about my day, not in too much detail. Yeah, she was pissed for me. LOL My sister is not as nice as me. Well, I was a little disappointed that the only people who gave me presents were Jessie and Lidia. Don't get me wrong, I didn't make a little birthday outing just for presents. It's just that I put so much effort into each person's birthday when they celebrate it and all my friends do so I do kind of expect something in return. But when I turned up, there were no 'Happy Birthday!'s or at least cards. I was really hurt by that inside. I even thought maybe they'd get me something small while we were there, but there was nothing. And I usually don't get anything from them anyway so I don't really expect much but this year, my family didn't do anything for me. I didn't want to let anyone know though. It's not really embarrassing but I'm a person with a bit of pride so I don't like revealing things I don't like, it hurts my pride. LOL Whenever people asked me what I did or received for my birthday/Christmas, I would just smile and say that I ate what I liked with my family and got money. But honestly, it was nothing much. I just ate Samgyupsal, which I like but I kind of ate alone. And my parents didn't do anything for me but my aunty gave my $$. 


It's not that I'm angry that my parents didn't give me anything, they just didn't say anything or do anything for me. Mum tried to get cake but I told her not to worry about it. We were also having some problems in the family. The only thing I wanted was for a birthday where every single person in my family (which is only 4) was present to wish me a happy birthday. During the previous years, we'd always have some issues with my Dad at the end of the year for some reason and he never showed up for my birthday or my sister's. I don't really blame my parents though, it's kind of hard for them to express themselves sometimes. I think that's why my sister and I seem so 'cold'. I don't like expressing myself to people much because I'm not good at it and I kind fear their response too. My friends tease me about how I don't like skinship and stuff but it's not that I don't like it. I'm just not super comfortable with some people and they make me feel awkward. And they say that I am awkward. LOL I also think it's because I don't like my little chest touching others'. LMAO My parents never really express those lovey or touchy stuff with my sister and I so we don't really like it. Well, it's kind of just me. I don't mind hugging my sister! I really like it when I'm having a bad day and she gives me a warm hug! AHAHAHAH This sounds weird coming from me. 


Sometimes people just don't allow me to express myself or comfortably hug them because they will just push me away and say that I'm too awkward. Yes, I am but I don't need those hugs and things all the time. It'd just be nice if you'd comfort me when I actually need it. Yeah, so it's pretty hard for my family and I to express our feelings to each other. It's not cool. ROFL And people always say that I'm so 'cold' or 'heartless' and I don't really mind but sometimes their comments do hurt, especially when I'm already in a bad mood. OMG I still haven't written about what I initially came here for! I should just hurry and finish it up! SO, I went home today and went on Twitter. Yeah, and someone was tweeting about how disappointed they were with today. And also about how their father has a bad impression of us. LOL What about your children? No offence. Well, there isn't anything wrong with them but look at them before you judge us. Again, they're too quick to judge. The other day she also said that Marie was a bad influence. LOL WTF? I don't even swear or use the letter 'F' usually but I just did. Whatever, that's another story. She tweeted about how if someone doesn't keep their word, they don't get anything. I'm pretty sure that was directed at me... 


It's probably about how I said last time that I might pay half for everyone for Mizuya. Yeah, I didn't shout everyone. I never said it was my shout though. About a week ago, she tweeted something like, Yay! City next week, Lindale's shout. And then she said she was joking and that she's not mean. Okay, I guess that means you want to pay for yourself. Also, some people said they didn't want to make me pay and that they'll pay for themselves. I wasn't really sure what to do but when the time came, RUby just collected everyone's money to pay. Okay, so we chipped in. I guess I'm fine with that. Usually, when we got out on someone's birthday we pay for ourselves and for that person too. But in this case, no. No one paid for me but I don't really care anyway. So, she was pretty much saying that, I didn't keep my word that I'll pay half for everyone, I don't get anything for my present. Okay then.. So a while back, she canceled getting a present for someone in our group because they called her 'Stingy'. I didn't reveal this before but yeah, that was the word. I don't find it THAT insulting. I even think it's true, actually. Suits her perfectly, she refuses to get me at least a card for my birthday because I didn't pay half her part. Because that's totally not stingy you know.


I don't know if it's like 'resolved' now but it probably is over. LMAO She was probably blogging about it. Too bad I don't know the link to her new blog. Well, whatever. Anyway, let me tell you how it kind of ended. So I tweeted, "Want a clap?" It wasn't necessarily directed to her. ROFL Then, Helen tweeted, "Stop guise". or something like that. Yeah, she was probably sensing it because they had a little fight like that because of those kind of tweets that didn't mention anyone but was directed to someone, if you know what I mean. Well, I think it's over now. Not really sure though. Yeah, but she kept tweeting about it! Seriously dude, I got it the first time, no need to keep repeating the same sugar honey iced tea. And I think she stopped because Helen said to.. LOL Ciao!


Lindale.

9 DAYS LEFT!

Hiiiiiii! Haven't blogged since 4evaaaaa. LMAO I should stop. Guess what? Formal's coming up! There's only nine days left and I haven't even finalised my look. So last night I decided to try out a smokey eye look with this Almay smokey eye palette maboby I've got. It turned out okay I guess, I have Asian eyes! LOL I don't hate it or anything but I like those deep-set eyes or whatever that non-Asian people have. You can barely see anything on Asian eyes, it just looks BLACK. Unless, you close them (eyes). Do you even know what I'm talking about? ROFL I mean the eyeshadow.. if you haven't already realised. So, school's out, scream and shout! OMG, I've got news for you. Ruby's leaving. :'( How sad. She's going to CVH. At least she's not leaving the country or something so whatever, we'll still see each other. Yay! 


I've got so much homework to do nowadays! It's too stressful. And LOL I've got four hours of Maths tutoring a week now. FML. And English has been quite stressful too. The best tutoring I have now is probably Chemistry. It only runs for an hour, cool or what? And I don't have THAT much homework. So, I'm just sitting here in ma living room with the aircon on, blogging cos I cbb to do my Maths hw. I'm such a procrastinator. Why? I just don't get this! LOL Dropping 3-unit Maths for sure. I need to complete this by today though so I can go out tomoz and the day after. Wooooo! Marie's house tomoz and then Parra the day after. I need to get a cute clutch! I'm thinking gold but I don't know.. Would it look good? I feel like wearing some gold accessories on the day.

Oh and about a month ago (I think), I won shoes! Cool yeah? They were some nice Lipstik ones. I'll post it up since this post would be pretty boring without pictures! 

I think they look much better in the photo than in real life. LOL But I still like them. I won them so of course I like them! Many people asked me what I had to do to win so I'll tell you. So, they have this facebook page and they sometimes have giveaways. They uploaded an image of some Lipstik/Windsor Smith workers who were numbered and we had to guess who was who, e.g. Model, Creative Designer, etc. When I entered, the competition was almost over so I had to rush. I didn't think I'd win! Yeah, so a few days later my sister ran out of her room and told me that she thought I won some shoes! She followed Lipstik on Twitter and they tweeted, "Congratulations Linda Le!" or whatever. 

It was pretty cool. I was thinking of wearing these pumps to formal but I don't know. They're actually pretty easy to walk in but that's in the house, not outside. I'm not going to risk wearing these on the day cos I might fall and make a fool of myself. That's why, I'm going to wear my wedges, to be safe ya know. OMG I wrote quite a lot already, I wish I can write this much in a small amount of time for my English essays. 

I've been sooo busy these days. And LOL I haven't been getting much sleep for the last week of school. You know why? I've been addicted to a drama again! It's called Man Of Honor. Such a good drama. :') Yeah, it's so good that I watched a little in Viet subs because I couldn't wait any longer for the English subs to come out. Shouldn't English subs come out quicker? English speakers should be first priority! 

I don't know what hair style to do for formal, OMGAH! I was just going to wave (curl) it but I tried it yesterday and it didn't look that good. I haven't curled my hair in forever man. I want to get my makeup and hair done professionally but I can't trust strangers. LOL I know, I'm weird. Maybe I should have a trial or whatever. I don't know, I cbb! I think I should start my Maths homework now.. (I'm probably just going to watch Man Of Honor) Thanks for reading my essay! Adios, Amigos! 

Lindale.

Surprise!

I told you that I'll give you a surprise soon right? Whoever is reading this (probably nobody), you are very lucky because I am just about to reveal some top secret information. I'm going to post up my formal dress that I recently ordered from ASOS! I'm not 100% sure that I'm going to wear it on the night because sadly, it may not fit or I might change my mind. So, just wait for it because I am just about to show you my planned outfit-ish. I'm so excited for the package! It should be coming before or on next Friday which is going to feel like forever but that's good since it's the holidays and I don't want it to feel so short. So let me just work out how to post pictures and stuff and I'll post them up! 


Here is my bee-you-ti-foool dress. LOL Just kidding, it's not THAT great but I love it and it's blue! (not my favourite colour but I love blue dresses) Well, I think it's pretty nice and simple despite the ruffly stuff on the shoulder. Yeah, here it is.

AND Mum also got me some Lipstik wedges that were one of the few that I was eyeing. It's quite hard to buy strappy shoes for me because my ankles are usually too small but these ones fit me pretty well and I just need to poke a hole in the strap because it's too loose. Sometimes I wish my ankles and wrists are bigger. I also have a hard time buying bracelets. Well here they are:

Pretty cute, huh? I think so! But like the dress, I'm not so sure if I'm going to be wearing these for my formal. I'll show you the ones I had in mind!
These are different Lipstik wedges, one of my friends are getting them in gold! I can't get these ones though because the straps are way too loose for my feet. I have flat feet. :-( But aren't these hot or what?

And last but definitely not least, these are the shoes that I still want. They're similar to the ones I've got but the strap is different. They're TONY BIANCOS!! I still want them so if I try them on and like them I guess I'll be wearing them instead! They're sooo pretty, I want to drool right now.

I guess they're pretty similar to the ones I've got right? Well, they're not the same and I still want these. LOL 


The reason why they're all black is because I can't really find any other colour that would look good with my dress. I was going to get the Darva in a glittery silver but as I've already said, they're too loose! And I'd recommend (not that I'm a big fashion guru or anything) purchasing Lipstik shoes if you're going to wear them a once or a few times and you're looking for something cheap (not cheap but I can't think of other words) or affordable I guess? The Lipstik wedges are $80 each and they've got nice styles. These are actually my first Lipstik pairs (I'm pretty sure) so I wouldn't know if they're good quality or not but it should be right? At least you can walk in them! JK. :-D 


So now that I'm almost done with my outfit (if I decide to wear the dress and shoes), I just need to shop for some accessories and new make up! Wow, deciding what to wear is a very difficult task. ;-) Ooh, I really wanted to get a nice neckpiece that would make a statement or something but I shouldn't really wear one because it'll be too much. I think I'm going to look for a simple one as those statement neckpieces probably look better with strapless dresses. I was really looking forward to finding one though! And I'll probably need to get a nice ring or bangles or a cuff (one of those really nice ones that would actually fit!) OR those metal bangle things with the clasp. They're cool. 


Oh yeah, yesterday I went to the city with some of the girls to get Tits her birthday present. We bought her the Return To Tiffany necklace with a heart pendant. Cindy and I wanted to get her the one with two smaller pendants (one silver and one of the mint colour) which was so cute! But too bad the others wanted to get the more classic one so we got that for Tits. Well, we're going to get the other one ourselves, LOL. We went to Tit's house after that and it was quite fun. I was glad she liked her present. :-) So we ate, played her Xbox Kinect thing where you have to dance (they told me I looked very violent when dancing - LMAO I am not a dancer), went to the park and played charades. I had fun and hope everyone did too.


Okay, I'm tired now. So hungry. Byeeeee!


Lindale.

Back for a while

Hey, it's me again. How do I start? Oh yeah, LOL Maths tutoring was alright today. It's not like I have friends there anyway. Well, let me tell you an embarrassing story. So I was kind of in a rush to tutoring yeah? I saw the classroom door closed and assumed I was late. I opened the door and was about to get to my seat at the front when I saw guys sitting in my row where there are usually more girls. It was unusual but I didn't care, I was going to go in. ROFL Little did I know that that wasn't even my class! It was a year 12 class. OMG AHAHAHAH My tutor was like, "Just wait a little outside". Well, I haven't been here for that long anyway so don't blame me. It was so embarrassing anyway, I just apologised, closed the door and waited outside. 


Now, for some other stuff. I don't blame her or anything but seriously, nobody forced you to organise anything. And no, I was not complaining. I was sharing my opinions like a friend would do. But nooo, she has to go and indirectly tweet about it. LMAO I wasn't even there but I read it after. Yeah, depressing life she has. Don't get me wrong, I do not hate her, not even close to disliking her. She is a friend, a very close one actually but something keeps me from respecting her. It's just.. YOU should read her blog. No, I'm just kidding, I don't want to be mean. But honestly, somebody needs to get some help. Professional help. Yeah, you indirect tweeting was so not obvious. I do not want to sound like a female dog but seriously, this girl needs to let some out. 


No, I am not ranting or hating on her. I guess I'm just replying to her without her reading it? LMAO Does this make sense? But seriously, she has got some issues. I do not want to start sugar honey ice tea with anyone right now but isn't she being a little too dramatic? She went over the top when somebody called her one little word that was barely an insult. And you know what, the other girl, let's call her G2 was not even in a good mood that day. I do not know exactly how she feels but dude, forget it. Because of a little word, she decided she should stop planning something that is so important to someone and would make them so happy. G2 is still our friend, can't you see she feels left out? I think there's something making her so grumpy all the time, she's not like that for no reason at all right?


Oh and, back to my 'complaining'. I honestly did not even think she was stressing out because of me when I first saw her tweets. Until I saw her blog. Yeah, her blog. Someone needs to stop being a drama queen and stop with all the cliche. It's silly to see something trying to gain sympathy like that. Are you seriously dying? Is it that bad? Please, go see a doctor. Wow, I have written a lot. I guess I have quite a lot to say. But seriously? (I know I say this a lot) Does it hurt that much? I think you should start thinking about others too. NOBODY is putting you in this situation, do not blame the people around you. You are the one volunteering and offering to do all of this. Finish what you started and sop complaining. Oh wow, look who's complaining? I know I may be complaining but that's right now. 


And yes, I am a hypocrite but you're one too. It's disappointing to see something who is usually so strong to try and gain sympathy from others like that. I know this is so cliche but I don't care right now. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU. If you read this one day, we probably won't even be thinking about this anymore but I think you should stop and think about the people around you. Or maybe think about what you have done before even thinking about what others are doing. Telling pretty much EVERYONE that my cousins are fat and all aren't really going to make you any skinnier. Yes, they're bigger than you but they're probably enjoying life more than you. It's sad how you tell reveal everything you hear from your mother about others but you haven't realised what she tells others.


You've constantly asked me about how my Aunty says her children are fat. I know I do judge people sometimes but even if you're going to say something like that about someone close to me, maybe you should say it when I'm not around. Because that is the same as me telling you that your cousin that you talk about non-stop like she's a freaking star looks like an import. The ones you'd see in Cabra that have the oiliest hair and dirtiest teeth. Well, I just want to say it isn't really nice to talk like that to your friend about their friend. And, you do not know what I have heard about you. You obviously wouldn't know I know all these things about you because as a good friend, I keep my mouth shut. 


And now I have to do what you wish because I do not want to add to your 'suffering'. I guess I'm going to have to share your pain and you probably wouldn't even realise. But that's okay because I don't mind pleasing a friend and displeasing my family. My sister is unhappy because I'm dogging her. My Mum is also unhappy because I'm kind of telling her at the last minute. My Dad is just unhappy too. Of course there are other reasons but I don't need to reveal everything. So for your 'happiness' (let's see how happy you'll be tomorrow), I'm going to dog my family. Yes, because you said I have to be there. Oh and guess who else I'm going to be pissing off? Myself. I'm not in a very good state today, you wouldn't know. 


I had my outfit planned out but since I have to go out early in the morning tomorrow, I don't want to freeze my legs. And I am sick. Now what? I guess I'm stressing too? Are you happy now? You're not the only one 'suffering' for one person's happiness. I guess you probably won't even know because some people are just too ignorant or busy with their loneliness. I don't know what I'm going to wear! ALIJ DoqueHOQ IEWFHOI


I don't even know if all that made sense but whatever. I just hope this person who is suffering so much because of me will get better and realise she's not the only one feeling like that. I'm pretty sure everyone feels like that sometimes but they just don't show it.


Lindale.

HOLIDAY!

I'm so glad it's the holidays right now. I've been getting about ten hours of sleep a night lately so that's good. During the last two weeks of term 3, I had been half asleep at school because of my lack of sleep. I NEVER sleep at school. But I did a little during those two weeks. I should vow to myself to never try to sleep in school again. I will come to school fresh and awake with my thinking caps on next term. Okay, this is going nowhere. Well, I didn't come on today to tell you (whoever's reading) this. Oh yeah, so.. my blog thingy tells me I've had 16 page views. What does that mean? Has anyone discovered my blog already? I haven't gave anyone my link yet.. I don't know, whatever. I haven't revealed any secrets yet anyway. However, I don't think I'll be giving anyone my blog name or link anytime soon cos I'm going to put up some top secret documents soon! I've got something exciting to show you (guys)! I'll tell you about it later. 

Right now, I'll just umm.. tell you about my day! :-) So today I went to the dentist at my hometown Cabra with my Mum and sister. Mummy dropped us off while she looked for parking cos we were kind of late for our appointment. I had my teeth cleaned and checked first cos I wanted to eat before my sister did. It was so funny! AHAHAHAH The dentist assistant or whatever put these funny black sunglasses thingies on my eyes and she never puts them on straight so it felt weird. LOL I don't know why, I find that funny. Well yeah, while I had my teeth cleaned the assistant lady (she's the one who helps the dentist with some of the stuff, refills the cup with water and holds the saliva-sucking stick) was holding the saliva-sucking stick for a really long time and my mouth was tired from opening for too long so I decided to kind of almost close my mouth. ROFL And the thing sucked my bottom lip! It was too funny, I kept trying to laugh but I was good at holding in my laughter so it was okay. 

Yeah, that was very long. It wasn't so interesting too but whatever. And OMG OMG OMG after the sister and I had our teeth cleaned and checked, Mum wasn't even back yet. She probably went home or something, it doesn't take THAT long to look for parking in Cabramatta right? It sometimes does but that was more than half an hour! Anyway, the sister and I just sat in the waiting room and read magazines. The dentist was so smelly too, apparently something at the back was broken. So after 239875984569873 years, my Mum came back. She had her teeth done. She came out smiling. I was so happy to leave. BUT since we were at Cabra, the home of the ASIANS, EVERYONE knows each other. So there was some other family there getting there teeth checked or whatever and guess what? Mummy knew them! Oh, what a small world. They talked for forever! 

And you know what? We didn't even have breakfast yet. I was sooo hungry. When we finally got out of that place, we had Pho Viet. Like, FINALLY MAN. I feel bad cos I was like ultra-pmsing cos I was hungry. YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME HUNGRY. I was so mad I was yelling and kicking and screaming and jumping. Not. I wasn't THAT crazy but I was so rude to my Mum. I don't really know what I said but I was rude okay. Well, I calmed down after my food came so it was okay. I had Pho Dac Biet. It was GOOOOD. Yeah, and my cousin and uncle came in while we were eating. Once again, what a small world. LOL Just kidding. And then when I finished eating some scary lady and man came in the restaurant. OMG They both had long hair. The man was like Rapunzel, seriously.

I don't know if you know this but my sister is freaking slack and mean. When she saw that man, she just started cracking up and could not stop. I was holding in my laughter once again. And OMG LMAO the waiter there did this dramatic head-turn or whatever you call it and gave that Rapunzel man a pedo look. It was scary. They were like smiling at each other? It was FREAKY. You know what's sad? I was really looking forward to that little chocolate thing they used to give after you finished eating but they didn't give any. I heard they changed bosses. I want my chocolate! I still have so much to tell! I have Maths tutoring soon anyway so should I stop? 

Wow, if I could write this much for my essays at school my teachers could be so proud. So, after eating Pho the sister and I went to some bargain shop for fun. We were just walking through the isles and looking around when some Viet lady approached us. She was like, "Do you speak VIetnamese?" and stuff and since my sister is sooo mean, she decided to pretend to not be. Well, I couldn't do anything about it. The lady asked me if some liquid soap thing was for washing you hands, I helped her anyway. So then we just kept going, I said to my sister, "Sandy, wouldn't it be funny if she knows Mummy and then she finds out we are actually Vietnamese?" And then we just started laughing. 

ROFL Then after a while, ANOTHER Vietnamese lady decided to approach us. She actually assumed we were Vietnamese and just asked us in Vietnamese we we knew what something was. HEHEHE We COULDN'T just suddenly reply to her in Vietnamese, the other lady was still there! LOL My sister and I just acted like we couldn't understand and then awkwardly walk away. It's not over yet, btw. LMAO Some OTHER lady walked up to me like really close so I looked at her. She was like, "Excuse me, excuse me, how much is this?" and I told her I didn't work here but she kept asking me. And she was like, "What? What?" and I told her again. Then she finally understood and laughed and walked off awkwardly like how my sister and I did before. 

Yeah, so that was pretty much my day in Cabra today. I don't think anything else happened. That was pretty long. I have a surprise for you soon! Time to go to tutoring. Ciao!


Lindale.

Nouveau

So I decided to make a new blog. How exciting! :-) This is pretty hard to use but I'll get the hang of it soon. I don't know if anyone's going to read this but WELCOME TO MA BLOG. I'm not really going to use this as a personal diary, or you never know I might let out a few secrets.. I don't know! I'll try to update frequently and talk about ma awesome lyf ya know. Yeah, see you later. Have a nice day. 

Lindale.